can you tell it's summer? we've been super busy and we have a lot to catch up on. but I don't have time for that today :)
some of you have been asking for a recent video I put together. a few weeks ago, cody was asked to be the honorary chairman for this year's nobles county relay for life. typically people would give a speech, but as you can imagine public speaking is neither of our strengths. so we put together a video instead.
the local newspaper came to our home and did an interview. you can read that article HERE
and this is the video we used to tell cody's story:
Wednesday, June 29, 2016
Wednesday, April 27, 2016
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Monday, April 25, 2016
Sunday, April 17, 2016
Friday, April 15, 2016
**since cody switched back to a monthly cycle of chemo, he is currently in the middle of his second cycle. lab numbers show he is tolerating this well.
**monday the 25th will be cody's next mri. we will then leave on tuesday for north carolina with his duke appointment on the 27th.
**i have seriously noted some positive changes in cody's behavior since adjusting his seizure medication dosages. the changes are small, but they are there :)
**i have been having some serious issues with my back again. it's actually been bothering me for about a year now, but since cody was diagnosed last summer my issues were put on the back burner. i am scheduled for another mri (to compare with the ones i had years ago) to see if there are changes or what's going on. if you don't know, several years ago i was diagnosed with a thoracic cord syrinx (also known as: syringomyelia). i won't get into details as to my new symptoms and concerns, but will let you know if anything comes out of my mri.
**this past week, we had the honor of attending "brynlee's first year in heaven" celebration. we are blessed to have jeff and emily as very dear friends.
**monday the 25th will be cody's next mri. we will then leave on tuesday for north carolina with his duke appointment on the 27th.
**i have seriously noted some positive changes in cody's behavior since adjusting his seizure medication dosages. the changes are small, but they are there :)
**i have been having some serious issues with my back again. it's actually been bothering me for about a year now, but since cody was diagnosed last summer my issues were put on the back burner. i am scheduled for another mri (to compare with the ones i had years ago) to see if there are changes or what's going on. if you don't know, several years ago i was diagnosed with a thoracic cord syrinx (also known as: syringomyelia). i won't get into details as to my new symptoms and concerns, but will let you know if anything comes out of my mri.
**this past week, we had the honor of attending "brynlee's first year in heaven" celebration. we are blessed to have jeff and emily as very dear friends.
Monday, March 28, 2016
Saturday, March 26, 2016
Tuesday, March 22, 2016
winding down the evening
i'm kind of enjoying messing around and creating these videos. let me know what ya think. maybe i need to just stick to writing :)
Saturday, March 19, 2016
Wednesday, March 16, 2016
let's see, what's new?
chemo: recommendations from duke were finally put into place and cody started his new treatment plan yesterday. they put him back on the 5/23 cycle of temodar. we ran out of his primary anti-nausea pills and forgot to refill them, so he tried his "back up" pills last night instead. yeah, that didn't work out so well. so we will be heading to sioux falls this afternoon and refilling that prescription.
neurology: cody had an appointment this past monday. we finally feel like we've got his medication on track and have gotten his seizures under control. he has only had two since his last appointment in november. however, and this is a big however, his mood and irritability is out of control. i'm not just talking a little out of control-we can deal with it-whatever, let's move on...we're talking, something needs to change! so here we go again and are going to try different dose combinations of both medications and see if we can start noticing a change. i'm not kidding here people. this is affecting our home life in a big way and something's gotta give. i get it, it sucks. medications are needed and there will always be side effects. but we just need to find what is going to work for us and make our life livable.
here is how you can pray: every fiber in my body feels like it's connected to low voltage electricity. i'm guessing this is anxiety. whatever it may be, it's not fun. i literally feel like i could crack at any second. i need prayers for peace. for myself and for the kids. also pray for the medical team as they continue working towards what's best for cody.
chemo: recommendations from duke were finally put into place and cody started his new treatment plan yesterday. they put him back on the 5/23 cycle of temodar. we ran out of his primary anti-nausea pills and forgot to refill them, so he tried his "back up" pills last night instead. yeah, that didn't work out so well. so we will be heading to sioux falls this afternoon and refilling that prescription.
neurology: cody had an appointment this past monday. we finally feel like we've got his medication on track and have gotten his seizures under control. he has only had two since his last appointment in november. however, and this is a big however, his mood and irritability is out of control. i'm not just talking a little out of control-we can deal with it-whatever, let's move on...we're talking, something needs to change! so here we go again and are going to try different dose combinations of both medications and see if we can start noticing a change. i'm not kidding here people. this is affecting our home life in a big way and something's gotta give. i get it, it sucks. medications are needed and there will always be side effects. but we just need to find what is going to work for us and make our life livable.
here is how you can pray: every fiber in my body feels like it's connected to low voltage electricity. i'm guessing this is anxiety. whatever it may be, it's not fun. i literally feel like i could crack at any second. i need prayers for peace. for myself and for the kids. also pray for the medical team as they continue working towards what's best for cody.
Friday, March 4, 2016
warning, raw emotion....if you're going to judge, i ask you do not stay.
we've been having good days, but i still feel like i'm on a roller coaster. we shared our good news about cody's last mri and people are relieved and happy. trust me, we are too. but i feel people seem to act like it's over. it's all good now. i'm asked many times a day how cody is doing. and i can tell them, he's doing well. he's tired, but he's feeling good. but at the end of the day, he still has gbm. of course i don't tell them this, what a heartless downer i would be.
unfortunately, there is a huge lack of awareness. not all cancer is the same. just because cody has cancer, doesn't mean we can compare it to any other type of cancer. we are 8 months since diagnosis and im still always researching.
-this is a cancer that attacks the most sacred of all human flesh--an organ that creates our identities.
-brain tumors are in such an eloquent area of the body that surgical and medical intervention may come with a fierce price.
-brain tumors represent an orphan disease, that research funds to push the field forward are not nearly as available as for the far more common cancers
-gliomas are like fingers...cells that creep into healthy tissue. therefore, you're never going to get all of the tumor. it is impossible to get every single tumor cell. recurrence is inevitable
-medical intervention can only do so much, without destroying the patient completely, so you can't be as aggressive as you can be with other organs, because if so, you're compromising the very essence of who a person is.
-the hunt for effective brain tumor drugs has a poor track record
-the largest obstacle to a drug breakthrough is the blood-brain barrier, a natural wall that separates circulating blood from brain fluid to protect the brain from bacteria. the very thing that keeps us healthy, also prevents us from getting drugs to the tumors.
that's the ticket people, the blood-brain barrier. while i get that all advice is well-intended, this barrier is the reason that so many other treatments that are working for "cancer" is not an option for brain cancer. this is what separates it from all other cancers and why treatment is so difficult.
gbm is treatable, not curable. it doesn't matter when it's diagnosed, what you do to treat it, how much is removed through surgery, it always wins.
although things are good now, i'm still haunted by the fact that this is not going to end well.
again, i can't describe the roller coaster of emotions. right now, i'm angry. very angry.
we've been having good days, but i still feel like i'm on a roller coaster. we shared our good news about cody's last mri and people are relieved and happy. trust me, we are too. but i feel people seem to act like it's over. it's all good now. i'm asked many times a day how cody is doing. and i can tell them, he's doing well. he's tired, but he's feeling good. but at the end of the day, he still has gbm. of course i don't tell them this, what a heartless downer i would be.
unfortunately, there is a huge lack of awareness. not all cancer is the same. just because cody has cancer, doesn't mean we can compare it to any other type of cancer. we are 8 months since diagnosis and im still always researching.
-this is a cancer that attacks the most sacred of all human flesh--an organ that creates our identities.
-brain tumors are in such an eloquent area of the body that surgical and medical intervention may come with a fierce price.
-brain tumors represent an orphan disease, that research funds to push the field forward are not nearly as available as for the far more common cancers
-gliomas are like fingers...cells that creep into healthy tissue. therefore, you're never going to get all of the tumor. it is impossible to get every single tumor cell. recurrence is inevitable
-medical intervention can only do so much, without destroying the patient completely, so you can't be as aggressive as you can be with other organs, because if so, you're compromising the very essence of who a person is.
-the hunt for effective brain tumor drugs has a poor track record
-the largest obstacle to a drug breakthrough is the blood-brain barrier, a natural wall that separates circulating blood from brain fluid to protect the brain from bacteria. the very thing that keeps us healthy, also prevents us from getting drugs to the tumors.
that's the ticket people, the blood-brain barrier. while i get that all advice is well-intended, this barrier is the reason that so many other treatments that are working for "cancer" is not an option for brain cancer. this is what separates it from all other cancers and why treatment is so difficult.
gbm is treatable, not curable. it doesn't matter when it's diagnosed, what you do to treat it, how much is removed through surgery, it always wins.
although things are good now, i'm still haunted by the fact that this is not going to end well.
again, i can't describe the roller coaster of emotions. right now, i'm angry. very angry.
Sunday, February 28, 2016
the last two weeks have been crazy busy, and i'm ready for things to settle down. those of you that travel, i don't know how you do it. we have been on 8 different aircrafts in the past 14 days, and i am not a fan. i seriously don't want to even think about another airplane or airport for a long while.
i can't even begin to tell you how amazing our disney cruise was. before we got off, i had myself convinced that i could just stay on the ship forever. it was stressful and a lot of work with the kids, but i loved every part of it.
wednesday was cody's mri and we held his disc close within our possession for our trip out to duke.
the white "stuff" within the circle is the tumor area. there is decreased swelling in the surrounding tissue compared to the last scan in december. cody's heacaches have decreased, so that has been noticeable. otherwise, the tumor area itself continues to look the same as it did two months ago, which is good and bad. the area hasn't shrunk any but it also hasn't grown either. the neuro-oncologist said she will take no growth any day of the week...and so will we!!
the plan is to get cody back on the 5/23 cycle of chemo (vs. everyday that he has been doing), have another MRI and appointment back at duke in 2 months.
i can't even begin to tell you how amazing our disney cruise was. before we got off, i had myself convinced that i could just stay on the ship forever. it was stressful and a lot of work with the kids, but i loved every part of it.
wednesday was cody's mri and we held his disc close within our possession for our trip out to duke.
the white "stuff" within the circle is the tumor area. there is decreased swelling in the surrounding tissue compared to the last scan in december. cody's heacaches have decreased, so that has been noticeable. otherwise, the tumor area itself continues to look the same as it did two months ago, which is good and bad. the area hasn't shrunk any but it also hasn't grown either. the neuro-oncologist said she will take no growth any day of the week...and so will we!!
the plan is to get cody back on the 5/23 cycle of chemo (vs. everyday that he has been doing), have another MRI and appointment back at duke in 2 months.
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
"jenny's strength"
there was a box at our door this afternoon that no one expected. cody opened it, and inside were three pillow pets. the kids were excited, but we had yet to figure out where they came from. inside was a note:
- the jenny's strength story -
jenny was a 36 year old mother of two girls and a loving wife. she was a stay-at-home mom, dedicated to raising her two girls. her passion was children and gift-giving: she loved to pour out gifts on her own children, her nieces and nephews. when jenny got ill in 2007, her daughters' lives would be changed forever. jenny was diagnosed with glioblastoma and was no longer able to function completely as a mother. her daughters had to rely on others for their care when their father was busy caring for their mom. at times they would stay with relatives or friends, with pillow pets in tow! the girls were blessed to have family, friends, and church members rally around them to support them. what a difference a community of people can make in the life of a child. the girls then had an idea. why not encourage and support other children who are going through a similar circumstance? after receiving a contribution from a local news station, jenny's strength was born. we were blessed to have jenny with us until her passing in january, 2012. the struggle was hard, but the family learned that life is precious, valuable, and that in the worst circumstances, compassion brings light and hope.
along with the pets were hand written letters to each of us
seriously, how amazing is this?
the mission of jenny's strength is to provide comfort to children whose parent has brain cancer.
how to get involved:
share | our cause on facebook and through word of mouth
connect | us to a child whose parent has brain cancer
support | with your time, talent, and resources
pray | that god would help all of us bring light and hope to others
....but those who hope in the lord will renew their strength. -Isaiah 40:31
Sunday, February 7, 2016
cody's been back on chemo for the past week. and unfortunately, back are the days of extreme moodiness and pure exhaustion.
what's coming--
22nd: labs
23rd: mri
24th: fly out to north carolina
25th: duke appointment and fly home
but on to more exciting things. this winter we've been blessed with the gift of spending precious time with the ones we love the most. over christmas, my parents took our family to florida. and this coming weekend, cody's mom and her husband are taking the family on a 7-night disney cruise. i cannot even begin to tell you how excited we are for this opportunity. we're not sure who is more excited, the kids or the adults :)
what's coming--
22nd: labs
23rd: mri
24th: fly out to north carolina
25th: duke appointment and fly home
but on to more exciting things. this winter we've been blessed with the gift of spending precious time with the ones we love the most. over christmas, my parents took our family to florida. and this coming weekend, cody's mom and her husband are taking the family on a 7-night disney cruise. i cannot even begin to tell you how excited we are for this opportunity. we're not sure who is more excited, the kids or the adults :)
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